Blue

I am blue. Nothing serious and purely situational, but blue all the same. I'm sad that certain familial relationships are so much less than I want them to be, and I tired of trying to make it otherwise. It's difficult to meet impassivity and disinterest with enthusiasm. It wears thin. It's a blue-making, isolating feeling, and I don't like it. So there. Now I need to go be a grown-up and figure out how to deal with it.....